- Of being held up on this pedestal so high, that ppl forget that I too, am human….
and as a result, ppl get ‘overly disappointed’ as soon as I disappoint.
- Of being this strong person, that everyone wants to be there
when they’re going through….but never give the same in return….
because when i look around for help, it always feels like I’m alone
in a dark hollow room that echoes all of the thoughts and feelings i long to forget
right back to me….
- Of EVERYTHING I do being tried, examined, and judged,
it almost feels as if my life is one big court trial…
And at the end of it all….I still wear a smile….and act like everything is perfect…because at the end of the day, I’ll be the only one to understand anyway….